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Ugh I can’t fall asleep anymore

All this week I haven’t been able to fall asleep. I just lay in bed for hours. I’m really tired too. So far I’ve been laying here for two hours. Last night I believe it was 3-4 hours before I fell asleep. It just sucks. You start to think too much.

Somethings are just meant to be.

Masala

Okay, so here’s the scoop. Risha and I went to tbell today and I didn’t finish a crunchwrap. That’s bad. I don’t know what happened. It’s just downright embarrassing.

We watched Due Date which I generally enjoyed, but I do believe was a bit over the top. The schnuggling topped it anyway.

Then the big thing. My first time with Indian food. To start I had pakora which to me tasted like a spicier hash-brown (minus a pool of grease), that shit’s godly. For the main course I had chicken tikka masala; sweet baby jesus is that stuff good. If you have never had naan try it. Seriously. You will forever thank me.

So then we went out for ice cream at a small ice cream shop in the next town. Vanilla oreo milkshakes are so noms. But the damn special environmentally friendly paper cups are complete and utter bullshit. I understand you want to help the planet and reduce footprint but you still have the make it capable of containing a liquid. Otherwise you’re missing a major point in the purpose of a cup. Oh first world problems.

Anyway, I’m keeping Risha up writing this so goodnight Tumblr!

I just

Don’t know. I hate not knowing. I hate that I don’t even know what I feel.

I guess I want to go somewhere. Not to figure out necessarily what I feel, perhaps to just feel something new.

I hate how complicated I secretly am.